Today is a day that my family will never forget. First of all it is my niece Adelines birthday and it is also the day that my mom passed away. This won't be a long post but I just wanted to post this. It won't be sad.
It has now been three years since she has passed away. It seems like it was just yesterday though and I don't know if that is normal or not. I think about her all the time and just wish that I could talk to her and have her tell me what she is doing. My mom had a very strong testimony of the church and when she had made the decision to stop taking kemo she was o.k with what was going to happen. My mom was a great women. She had the chance to go to Italy before she died and I am so glad that she got to do that. I regret everyday not going with but that is o.k. If you guys every wonder where I got my love for the sun, well it was her. She loved to be outstide in the sun and do things. In the summer you would find her out on her back deck laying in her lounge chair in the sun. My mom came up with Carson's nick name CW. She thought it sounded like a cowboy name and that is what she used to call him. My family still calls Carson that. I wish all the time that Carson could have known her and I glad though that she got to spend the time with him when she did. I think that he does know her just in a different way.
So another year goes by but that is o.k. I know that my mom is doing great work where she is at right now. I can't help but wish though that she will come and talk to me. :)
Love you Mom
